Oh my God it's happening 😳 What can I do I'm panicking 😱 I know it was gonna be challenging 😷 But I thought I was good at managing 😶 This is the time to be steady 😐 Come on, bring it on. I'm ready 😎 I trimmed my beard for the telly 😚 And I gladly accept the Grammy 😂 I wonder if I will ever write this truly. I hope. It would be fun. I had a bad nightmare yesterday. I can't remember most of the dream, but here is what I remember. I was sleeping at someone's house. Probably a friend. I was under the cover, like I when I slept. I knew I was alone in the house, but then I hear movement all around me, beside the bed 😨 I start to feel goosebumps and chills all over me, turned up to fifteen. My hair was standing like a frightened hedgehog. Apparently, I decided to face what ever is behind the covers 😈 When I tried to get up. The cover was so wrapped tight around me, I couldn't left my head up. Thank God, my brain started reasoning. That this is...
When was the last time I was here? 274 years ago... Next time I'll probably be in my fifties...I think I'll just fizzle and disappear Here is something I want to say to my kids: "Don't be scared of anything or anyone. You're the smartest, most beautiful, most wonderful girls in the world. If someone is rude to you. Say "you're rude" and leave. Always be kind and honest, and never treat anybody bad. If someone treats you bad or puts you down, say what you feel and don't settle for second best. Always say what you feel, honestly and politely. You have the biggest hearts in this whole universe. You are the best". I hope I had the talent of writing eloquently.....I wish I could tell what I actually feel...I wish I can raise them to be brave, strong, kind and honest. I wish I don't hurt them in anyway. I want them to always be happy and wish God keeps them safe. Raising kids is not easy 😱 What's going on? Really..... What's...
Yesterday was football day. I try to play 3 times a week. Its the only thing that's keeps me from getting fat again and I can get fat very quickly and off course I enjoy playing too. In 2012, I lost 40 kg in 8 months . I'm so proud of myself. I tried many times before but I failed. I don't know what happened on that day in February but I stuck. I went down from 105 kg to 65 kg. I was light 😀 I didn't take any pills or made any special diets or go to a doctor. I ate the same food but in smaller quantities and I ran everyday. I remember the first day I went down to run, I was dying after 50 meters 🤕 At the peak of my fitness I was 71 kg (I'm 173 cm). I had a six pack 😎 I ran 5 km in 25 minutes; and I did that, 5 days of the week and the other two I would play football. I was in Qatar during that time. Not anymore. Since I came to Egypt, I started to run less and less everyday. I don't run anymore, I just play football 😟 I've kept my w...
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