The Journey

The first meaningful comment I get from abroad. Thank you LeTang... ...When I first got the email from YouTube that my channel has a "new comment", I assumed it was from my Arabic channel "Scoop".... Music Theory is a dead zone 😂😭 I opened the email and started reading. Only after I read the comment did I realize that this is actually for Music Theory 😵 I was feeling ecstatic. I was over the sky. It was an amazing feeling. In those brief moments, while I was reading this comment...this rush that came over, reminded me why it's worth it... If I can affect someone...even 0.0000000001. That is amazing. That is why I try. That is why I cry 😪 "Prom Gum" was supposed to be my last attempt, but look at me at it again...developing four songs at the same time 😱 Maybe none will come out...hopefully they come out...preying they be heard 😆

It's so dull...I'm not gonna write... Picture Galore ahead (In no particular order ): The End "Sometimes dull is good"

Happy New Year 🤩🤩🤩 (Fireworks and confetti !!!) I thought 2018 will be my year...😭 In a way it is...  I'm alive and well. Everyone I care for is alive and well. So its all good. I could never ask for more. ...But you know what I mean 😖😆 So 2019 is gonna be my year. (Insha Allah)..If God is willing off course...I hope...I pray...😇 ....But definitely I will be more than thankful if I'm alive and well, and everyone I know is alive and well. So can I expect a miracle before my 46th birthday? It's at the end of the month I doubt it 😂 I scraped the two songs I was working on... "Mr. Dawn"...The chorus was just not working 😡 "Whatsapp"...The first draft the producer sent me, I felt I was in an elevator 😜 After meeting with the producer, it was clear that I can't communicate what's in my head. ....I wrote something on new year's eve that I'm excited about... But that's how it always starts and then its darkn