The Journey

I'm full of rage. Anger. Hate. Envy. Despair.  Disappointment multiplied by oblivion.  Rage. Anger. Hate. Envy. Despair. Its not funny anymore....

Sitting on the dock of the bay...wasting time... Disappointment. The usual 🤣😭 Success is linked to money...and the end is coming  I regret....

..........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................Bracing for another disappointment 😂😭

A lot of things in life depend on how we look... Imagine if we all looked the same? ***UPDATE*** ...These lyrics just came to me. How depressing 😧 I need to be a different man I'm sick and tired of me I can't seem to find another plan I'm sinking down the hole 😭

Everytime I come here... I ask myself "why do I come here?" 😵 Does this mean, I still have hope? .......There is always hope...... I hope 😁 Let me find something from the internet to share.... to say I was here...so no fear....and steer...the steering wheel...in the clear....this flaming spear 😜😂 Yeah...sharing is better.... They are both relatable...

Sometimes things happen for a reason, and sometimes they don't....

😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝 ...There is no restart.

"OFFLINE"..is the new word for panic!

The first meaningful comment I get from abroad. Thank you LeTang... ...When I first got the email from YouTube that my channel has a "new comment", I assumed it was from my Arabic channel "Scoop".... Music Theory is a dead zone 😂😭 I opened the email and started reading. Only after I read the comment did I realize that this is actually for Music Theory 😵 I was feeling ecstatic. I was over the sky. It was an amazing feeling. In those brief moments, while I was reading this comment...this rush that came over, reminded me why it's worth it... If I can affect someone...even 0.0000000001. That is amazing. That is why I try. That is why I cry 😪 "Prom Gum" was supposed to be my last attempt, but look at me at it again...developing four songs at the same time 😱 Maybe none will come out...hopefully they come out...preying they be heard 😆

It's so dull...I'm not gonna write... Picture Galore ahead (In no particular order ): The End "Sometimes dull is good"

Happy New Year 🤩🤩🤩 (Fireworks and confetti !!!) I thought 2018 will be my year...😭 In a way it is...  I'm alive and well. Everyone I care for is alive and well. So its all good. I could never ask for more. ...But you know what I mean 😖😆 So 2019 is gonna be my year. (Insha Allah)..If God is willing off course...I hope...I pray...😇 ....But definitely I will be more than thankful if I'm alive and well, and everyone I know is alive and well. So can I expect a miracle before my 46th birthday? It's at the end of the month I doubt it 😂 I scraped the two songs I was working on... "Mr. Dawn"...The chorus was just not working 😡 "Whatsapp"...The first draft the producer sent me, I felt I was in an elevator 😜 After meeting with the producer, it was clear that I can't communicate what's in my head. ....I wrote something on new year's eve that I'm excited about... But that's how it always starts and then its darkn