The Journey

The first meaningful comment I get from abroad. Thank you LeTang... ...When I first got the email from YouTube that my channel has a "new comment", I assumed it was from my Arabic channel "Scoop".... Music Theory is a dead zone 😂😭 I opened the email and started reading. Only after I read the comment did I realize that this is actually for Music Theory 😵 I was feeling ecstatic. I was over the sky. It was an amazing feeling. In those brief moments, while I was reading this comment...this rush that came over, reminded me why it's worth it... If I can affect someone...even 0.0000000001. That is amazing. That is why I try. That is why I cry 😪 "Prom Gum" was supposed to be my last attempt, but look at me at it again...developing four songs at the same time 😱 Maybe none will come out...hopefully they come out...preying they be heard 😆

It's so dull...I'm not gonna write... Picture Galore ahead (In no particular order ): The End "Sometimes dull is good"

Happy New Year 🤩🤩🤩 (Fireworks and confetti !!!) I thought 2018 will be my year...😭 In a way it is...  I'm alive and well. Everyone I care for is alive and well. So its all good. I could never ask for more. ...But you know what I mean 😖😆 So 2019 is gonna be my year. (Insha Allah)..If God is willing off course...I hope...I pray...😇 ....But definitely I will be more than thankful if I'm alive and well, and everyone I know is alive and well. So can I expect a miracle before my 46th birthday? It's at the end of the month I doubt it 😂 I scraped the two songs I was working on... "Mr. Dawn"...The chorus was just not working 😡 "Whatsapp"...The first draft the producer sent me, I felt I was in an elevator 😜 After meeting with the producer, it was clear that I can't communicate what's in my head. ....I wrote something on new year's eve that I'm excited about... But that's how it always starts and then its darkn...

My beautiful daughter Hana wrote the most amazing Hero's journey tale... 😍

Silence. I had so many thoughts racing in my head, it was uncomfortably exhilarating. The moment I sat at the laptop I turned blank. How typical of me. Anyway... I kept postponing writing here... . . . . . . . Sorry for the pause.... But I fell into this dark tunnel of depressing thought.... It felt very bad... I got teary.... It was disgusting 😂 😭 I don't wanna share this experience right now 😞 Lets continue.... 😊 I kept postponing writing here... First...Because I'm lazy 😕 Second...Because I didn't want to admit defeat... I hoped people would come here on my last post so they can come on a high note.... Yes😠 ...I wanted the first thing the people to see is "Hearts On fire...Strong desire"....but alas 😜 (I'm not sure what that means...but its OK...) I didn't succeed yet. Nobody is coming. So I'm writing now to admit that I'm still stuck in the same position. Glued to the same pose. Sculpted with the same expr...

No Pain. No Pain. I need to get pumped up. 20 Push ups. 37 sit ups. No Pain. "I ain't got time to bleed" (A cool line from Predator) 😁 "Prom Gum" is done. I finished the video...Hallelujah...That was a long road... I set the date for October 1st release. I'll probably start the marketing somewhere in mid October. I feel the video is OK, not amazing...There is so many things I wanted to do...There are some things I want to fix already, but I finally, might have a final cut and don't want to mess things up...I wish real talented professionals had a go at that... I hope people like it...I really did my best. "Chasing Unicorns" is out. I'll try to create a lyrics video so I can upload it at the same time...If I can't, I'll just upload the audio with the song art (I hope not) I have a problem with the release...Spotify misspelled my name or put my song with another artist called "A Music Theory"...I sent a coupl...

Just finished the video for Prom Gum...First Draft....👍😊